Nat Geo poster on the exam room ceiling

by Madison Lazenby

This morning, I consider the flamingos,       not the overhead light.         Wide beaks & lake

 

nights       that smell of shellfish & salt-     &-vinegar chips. I consider my toes in red water & fingers

 

of complaints. The speculum & my love      in the waiting room. Fast moving clouds. Highways

 

& deserts. No more trees, only        bush. Dogs on the side of the road. Algae & gasoline

 

on the surface of a puddle. My palms & wrists.        Warm latex. Trash collection teams

 

in yellow & orange.              Gas station cookie dough.   Googled symptoms. LinkedIn

 

notifications. The Lord’s Prayer                   on billboards. Small pinches.         Patellae & pelvises.

 

Dune buggies.      Boardwalks covered in sand & needles. My eyes crusted shut.    The sun & all

 

its radiation. By noon,      I’ll have more freckles than I’ll know what to do with—they multiply

 

like rabbits.

Madison Lazenby (she/her/hers) is a Pushcart Prize-nominated poet raised in Virginia and newly based in Syracuse, NY. She graduated from Hamilton College and has received support from Brooklyn Poets, the Kettle Pond Writers’ Residency, and the Looking Glass Rock Writers’ Conference. Her work has been recognized and published by the Academy of American Poets, Anti-Heroin Chic, Gigantic Sequins, The Passionfruit Review, and Metphrastics. Her chapbook Dirty Kitchen is available through Ghost City Press. She can be found on Instagram and Twitter (not “X”).